I rarely go on tumblr lately and when i do, i dont have the same patience to go through the dashboard anymore. Its like im only attracted to release some sort of tension, write a journal entry to let loose some steam and hopefully have someone relate to my thoughts

It feels like people don’t care, I hate to sound so cliche but its just the plain truth. Friendships have a different dynamic than what one sometimes thinks, and depending on what happens, one is able to see what kind of friendship that really is

Its one thing to feel unwanted from an ex-lover/boyfriend/girlfriend, but its a completely different thing feeling discarded by a “friend.” Its a total slap to ones ego. Its even worse when you feel youre doing your best to be a good friend and keep in contact, and all you’re getting in return is shit effort, or complete lack there of.

I dont know anymore…Its like i have spews of bitterness where my mind races with stupid impulsive thoughts, wondering what i could do to show my frustration. Deactivate facebook? delete friends? make an angry status about humanity being shit? How to get my point across? but I never go through with any of them, and really, whats the use? Clearly some people dont care, so why bother. I need to find a way to shut it out, to look above it all and not dwell in loneliness